Playing the Waiting Game-Week 38

Well folks, week 38 is here and we are now playing what I like to call "The Waiting Game". We are very eager for Aria to arrive. Our appointment today went well. Nothing really new to report. Next week they will check to see if I have dilated any and I guess we'll see.

So, how am I feeling at 38 weeks? Well, clothes (all clothes) are unbelievably uncomfortable. I'm down to two outfits I can now wear outside the house. haha My appetite has decreased, but my need for sugar has increased. Stepping out of the house means I start to immediately sweat and am drenched before long. But... the reality of being a mom is becoming ever more real to me. I am feeling more excited than ever, but still have my fears. Ethan and I love to just sit and feel or watch her move. Hopefully only 2 more weeks of waiting!!


On another note, I want to take a moment to brag about my amazing husband! Words cannot express how proud I am of all that he is accomplishing and working to accomplish in the Air Force. He has completed all of the requirements for his associate's degree and is searching his options for starting the process for finishing his bachelor's degree. In the last month he has made shift supervisor and won Hot Shot of the Month for his performance at work.

 Last, but certainly not least, yesterday he graduated from Honor Guard training. It was such a blessing to go and watch him graduate. It was certainly intimidating to walk into a room full of higher ranking military. After a year I'm still not used to these events, but it was such an amazing experience. They performed a mock funeral and it was quite an emotional and solemn experience even though it wasn't real. It was hard to think about actually sitting there in the event of an actual funeral. The only other wife there agreed with me, and I'm glad I wasn't the only one to start to get a little emotional.

Ethan looked amazing and I was so very proud! I could tell that this gave him a sense of accomplishment and nothing is better than knowing that he is fulfilling his purpose. He is going to be such an amazing role model for our daughter! This next year in Honor Guard will be a great experience and I know he is going to love it!

Lazy Summer Days

Well, my oh so good intentions of spending my summer with the perfect blend of relaxation (a.k.a. "doing squat") and being productive (a.k.a. organizing for the upcoming school year and getting my house spotlessly clean) have gone to poo. Mostly I've just been "doing squat". haha I had envisioned myself being motivated seeing as there is a baby on the way and I want everything to be perfect, but alas this has not been the case. 4 weeks left to get my butt moving...

I have done a few things though when a burst of energy hits. I have started working on binders for the upcoming school year. I'm trying to get organized and think of the easiest ways to collect data and keep up with all the unending paperwork. After spending hours on Pinterest I have not come up with too much, surprisingly. So it's up to me and my thoughts on how to make last year better. I have decided on 5 main binders: Sped binder, planning binder, reading data binder, math data binder, and RTI binder. I may do a post when I figure them all out so all of my teacher friends can add comments and suggestions and such. I'm still really trying to figure out how to organize the reading and math binders to hold the data I need for each individual student's goals.

One thing I have seriously enjoyed this summer is the time to catch up on reading! And if you know me at all, you know that I love reading children/young adult books. I found a list of the top 100 children's chapter books on Pinterest, ( check it out here: Children's Books Guide) and have decided to work my way through this list. I found the list to be pretty thorough although I would have to disagree with the placement of a few of the books. After reading through the list I found that I had read 21 of the books or more. I say or more because some I had read as a kid and am choosing to reread as a refresher. I have just finished rereading The Secret Garden which is one of the ones I read growing up. Before finding this list I was reading the series Maximum Ride by James Patterson so I will be returning to that now and reading one more before hopefully diving into Bridge to Terabithia. 

And now...

BABY UPDATE!!

Not too too much to report when it comes to Aria. The day is drawing ever closer! We are now at 36 weeks and counting. On our last doctor's visit we found out (in a very uncomfortable manner I might add) that Aria has finally decided to turn her little self around and get into position. Thank goodness! I was so worried because she had decided to stay breech for so long.

I think we are as ready as we will ever be for her arrival. The nursery is done. Her clothes are washed and ready to be worn. And the hospital bags are packed! (Which was a task that should have taken an hour tops, that I stretched into weeks of not being motivated to get it done.) All I have to do when the time comes is throw in my makeup bag and straightener. Oh, and the phone charger, cannot forget that one!

Her movements are much more pronounced now and are very very uncomfortable for me. I'm ok with it though because it lets me know she's ok in there. I don't think it has fully hit me yet that I'm going to be a mom. I can see myself now in the hospital and when I start pushing that's when it'll hit me. Holy Crap I'm having a baby!!!

The Shock and Aftermath of Birthing Class

Ok, so my title may be a little over dramatized. haha We actually went into the class and realized we were more knowledgeable than we had previously thought. And after two sessions of 3 1/2 hours each, we were on information overload.

There have been many things that I have had to complain about the military hospital here when it comes to our care and their bedside manner, but I have to say that I am very grateful that we had the chance to take this class as well as the breastfeeding class I'm taking on Monday. It was very informative and at least now we know what to expect as to what is specific to this hospital's labor and delivery.

I'm very excited that Tripler doesn't have a nursery so Aria gets to stay with us the whole time. They also highly advocate for skin on skin immediately after birth. At first I was a little put off by the obvious mess that this will be. If you know me, you know that I can heave at almost anything remotely disgusting. But I am actually very excited about the thought of her being close to me those first precious moments of her entrance into the world. That's something that only she and I will get to share and she can be as messy as can be and it's still going to be the greatest moment of my life. I cannot wait to look into her eyes and bond with her immediately! If, by chance, I need a c-section Ethan will go to recovery with her immediately and do skin to skin.

After this class I feel much better about the epidural as well. There were only 2 women in the class that have the intention of giving birth naturally. Which I commend them for! I never really felt bad about the fact that I knew I wanted an epidural. It won't make me feel like less of a woman or less of a mother. I personally do not handle pain very well. I'm an emotional person to begin with and add pain to the mix and I quickly become a wreck. I would rather not be that way when giving birth to my child. The nurse anesthetist came in and talked with us and showed us the epidural needle and catheter. Ethan swears it's no big deal cause he's had a needle twice as big in his arm from all the plasma giving during college. haha I do plan on trying to go as long as I can without the epidural because I do not want to be confined to the bed. This hospital has a jacuzzi in every room but 2, exercise ball, birth chair, squatting bar... the works. I would like to be able to take advantage of those things and keep mobile as long as possible.

All of the videos we watched were from the 90s. Seriously outdated. I got a kick out of the outfits and big glasses. But the logistics don't really change I guess, so they were still relevant.

I did not enjoy seeing how big 10 cm actually is. (I've been avoiding this. Better for me not to think about it.) Ethan keeps poking fun that his whole fist fits in 10 cm. (duh). It was also hard to sit through the breastfeeding portion of the class when your husband and the husband behind you are cracking up at the baby going at the boob! So immature, but it made both me and the other mom crack up as well. Yes, we were those people off to the side of the room.

There were know-it-alls in there of course and we had to also sit through lots of questions that were kind of duh questions. I got a funny look from one of the girls when I raised my hand that I was going back to work soon after. I was one of 3, and the only one not in the military. I hate that I had to deal with that. But you gotta do what you gotta do and I would go crazy at home. All in all though not too bad of an experience. Nothing so shocking that I wanted to run. Ethan was already prepared to play the role that he will and he knows me well. He knows that the best thing he can do is distract me and keep me laughing. I plan on having as joyful a birthing experience as possible through the pain. With a husband like mine I'm not too too worried. I'm taking this ride one step at a time. No sense in worrying now. It's a tad too late...

Nursery Sneak Peak

Ethan worked all day long last Saturday, and we both worked all day Sunday on Aria's new room. We are so excited at how well it has turned out. I seriously have the best husband in the world for painting the nursery all by himself!

 We aren't quite finished yet. I am still looking for small odds and ends to finish it off. I really believe she is going to love the bright colors! Ethan has already said he's jealous because he never had a cool room like this as a kid. So I don't want to give too much away but here are a few sneak peaks of the new nursery! 

Only 9 more weeks (or so) until we get to hold Aria in our arms! 

A Crafty Weekend Alone

I started off this weekend determined to do something for the nursery. Knowing I was going to be home alone this weekend I wanted to do something productive towards my dream for Aria's room. All of my previous plans for DIY this weekend fell through, as I was not able to find parts for any of the projects I wanted to try. So I sat in the house for half of the day Saturday trying to get inspiration. After at least an hour on Pinterest I found something! I had seen the little birds and butterflies in stores like Target that you put on the walls and they look like they have just landed on the wall. After seeing it again on Pinterest I had an idea!

I have 4 canvases that I bought last summer on sale and hadn't found a use for them yet. So I set out to make butterflies on canvas. It took forever. (I made it through 2 movies before I was finished!) But it turned out really great and Ethan really likes it too! I found an outline on the google images for the butterflies and traced and cut them out on some turquoise card stock I had lying around. After arranging them, I mod podged them onto the canvas. Here is the result!

I also whipped this up pretty quickly yesterday. I love the frame which I found at Ross for 5 bucks!

Nothing like a little DIY to keep ya busy! Now I just have to do everything else that I put off so that I could whip these up! haha

We are now 12 weeks (or so) away from seeing our little Aria!! It's getting closer but still not close enough! We got a close up look at the labor and delivery department this week. It got me really excited to actually stand in the place where in just a few short months I will get to see my daughter!! She is doing great and is still as active as ever. We actually got a video of my belly moving up and down yesterday. She was seriously kicking the crap out of me. I swear she is already break dancing like her daddy. Nothing too new to report with her at the moment. We are just trying to get everything together and ready for her arrival!

13 Weeks and Counting!

Tomorrow marks the 27th week of the greatest journey of my life and Ethan's thus far. It is amazing how fast time has flown and the changes that have occurred in the past 27 weeks. Not only physically, but emotionally. In the past 27 weeks I have become a mother. I have not held our baby girl yet or looked into her eyes, but I am so very much in love with the little person growing inside of me. She is such a blessing to our lives already. Both Ethan and I are getting very impatient for the moment when we get to see her face to face. I know that she will be a combination of both Ethan and I, and will remind me daily of how incredibly blessed we are to know her.

There are some women who go their whole lives wanting to be nothing but a mother. They play house constantly as children and always have a slew of kids. They have baby names picked out by the time they are 10. But that was never really me. I mean, I knew I wanted to be a mom someday but it wasn't something I thought about a lot. That is, until I got married. Marrying Ethan was the greatest day of my life. Finally we could start our life together and I knew it was going to be an amazing journey full of  laughter, tears, and adventure... and kids! It's funny how things work. As soon as I started thinking about kids, and hinting at Ethan about how neat it would be when we finally did start having kids, I began to yearn for not a little girl just like me, but a child that would remind me so much of Ethan every time I looked at him/her. I keep envisioning Aria, and I know that she will have Ethan's amazing smile and sense of humor, and probably his insane need for clumsy and reckless antics!

27 weeks! I cannot believe we have come this far. July is coming fast, but not fast enough. There is still a lot to do and a lot to learn. So it's probably a good thing we get a little bit longer to prepare. haha I seriously need to stop buying her clothes. But I just cannot help it!! Ethan and I have become experts at thrift/deal shopping. Thank goodness for the Air Force and the Airman's Attic which is an amazing place where we can get used items for free. We have started to have a lot of fun with our weekend hunts for great baby deals. We are super picky, but it pays off in the end. I'm surprised that Ethan is still out shopping with me without going completely nuts, but he is actually getting into it more! (If he reads this he will kill me!) 

So only 13 weeks (or so) until we get to hold our beautiful Aria Isabelle Massey in our arms! Stay tuned!